Made Up My Mind

Oh, ah

We got to talking 'bout the future and the options
Hypothetically got lost in who would die first
We spent the evening, drank our way right though the feelings
Silently stared at the ceiling, watched you try to find the words

You said, "I gotta know, even if it hurts"

If the sky opened and Heaven was waiting
And I left you by yourself, would you find somebody else?
If time said it's my turn to be taken
Would I be your last goodbye? (Be your last goodbye)
'
Cause, if you ask me to decide
I'd die before I made up my mind

Honey, that's my final answer, there's no happy ever after
After you, I don't see anything at all
I know I'd do nothing different, for what it is or what it isn't
I'd rather not think about living when you're gone

You said, "I gotta know, even if it hurts"

If the sky opened and Heaven was waiting
And I left you by yourself, would you find somebody else?
If time said it's my turn to be taken
Would I be your last goodbye? (Be your last goodbye)
'
Cause, if you ask me to decide
I'd die before I made up my mind

I'd let my heart stop in my chest
Before I laid you down to rest
I couldn't take another breath without you here
'
Cause, if you're gone, there's nothing left
No rhyme or reason to exist
It's not a life I wanna live without you here

If the sky opened and Heaven was waiting
And I left you by yourself, would you find somebody else?
If time said it's my turn to be taken
Would I be your last goodbye? (Be your last goodbye)
'
Cause, if you ask me to decide
I'd die before I made up my mind